my life, my story.

long holiday

2009-05-20T11:49:00.001+08:00

holiday? hmm. i've been super duper lazy to update my blog. hehe. well, i did changed my blog skins, it's just a simple. i did this cause, some friends and my baby too said my previous skins can't view thru their phone. so i did! hehe. it's been a month, inactive.

bored set to kill.

2009-04-24T15:59:00.001+08:00

hello, hello, hello.

i'm so not in mood. it's a hot day today, it's freakin me to go out. i just can't stand high temperature. plus, i was so so stress out like a mad mad mad girl, teaching Pilah's homework, which is math. it's driving me insane. i'm totally crazy on it. *#~+%@&! and today was so boring, huh~ online using his account, just do some checking. and i am playing some games. and i, and i, and i, and i got nothing to do. blublableblibly~ fuhh *sigh* and this flu is killing me to death. and my babe is complaining me, my blogs can't be view thru mobilephones. it's cause of the layout. 'm gonna change the layout soon, the layout was cool babe. i'm just being so lazy for a while. soon babe, ok. and now, I NEED SOME REST, my mind, my heart, my eyes, my body need it so.

boobyess~

1year 6months.

2009-04-21T08:21:00.001+08:00

happy18monthsary, baby! i love you more & more, each day of life. :) May Allah Bless both of us, til' the end of time. as long as we have memories, yesterday remains, as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits, and as long as we have each other, today is beautiful. all i can say i love you, i love you, i never get tired of it.

with love.

LAZY MONDAY.

2009-04-20T07:23:00.002+08:00

goodmorning world.

mybed so yummy, like i feel so tired to wakeup in this morning, but but *tsskk~sobs2* i have to. i have to send my little cute sister and brother. and send my mom.

i forgot to post, on Saturday. =) 18/04/09. i wanted to post yesterday. tapi lupa, i'm quite busy yesterday. i woke up late yesterday, after taking shower i was suprised GBAH and RUYAH dtg ke rumah. gee.. im happy to see them, lama dh inda jmpa. so Gbah bwa jln, she treated lunch at ROCK GARDEN's. we gossips, we snapshotss, we laughsss. that was (Y). after balik, aku tulung cGamoks kami buat School Project, then aku mandi kan kereta =.='
so mlm, apa ah? hmm. NTD! just liat tv.

well, on saturday. i went promnight at Swiss's Hotel with my sayang. it's just ok. i didn't enjoy so well, but mira, it's a nice try, big applause to you buat function tu. i enjoyss alot band from ska tissue (antam saja namanya), and a project band there is IS, DAUS and there's three of them lagi which i can't see. pasal mata ku kabur =.=' and mlm tu i met my old friends, my friends, my ex-school junior hehe. and i met G'RUL TUYUL (we used to call him that) :D His hair was awesome. (Y) draglock! i don't know if atu is a wig or rambut bnr. hahaha. but rambut bnr lah x. but, wlwpn nda brpa though i'm happy with my sayang. i had sweet moment with you, bie. and that night i'm so in love again cma bie ku. =) and it's a night to remember. aku sakit kaki mlm tu *sobs* aku pksa bediri with 3inch shoes! aku mengusut tmpt Amadku. sorry ah sayang. hehe. mula2 duduk, skali kna ambil krusi kami, ergghh~ Yg boringnya, ada yg dtg mcm inda ikut themes, ada yg outtt! and the best dress female goes out to ade cBeb, i don't know her name, but i knew her. and for male ntah siapa kh tu that guy and yg couple balum sampat kna announce, ramai yg chow tia sudah. and and that night again, i ate alot of cupcakes, sneks, biscuits, so nyum nyum. haha.

and now i'm tired typing, so long. i'll upload the pictures some day. see ya~

random picturessss.

2009-04-18T15:38:00.005+08:00

ani nah activity ku last sunday ari tu.

membuat atu ne, apa ne, ambulung.

pacik-pacik dan babu-babu, JBS KB

ne nah, ayam yang masak dalam buloh ah! slurrpp~

eh, outt tia gmbar ku ah. hahaha. sorry

lawa laptop ku :D

3 moles( plus tindik ) , ngek~ haha. =s

activity on last sunday.

2009-04-18T15:15:00.003+08:00

atu wah aku ne kan upload gambar2, skali lagg tia. nda apalah next time saja.

what i did on last sunday.
akune saja kan show off.
=.=' hehehe. it's quite fun, kami belajar cara masakan kamponggg.

nyaman wahhh, banar. hehehe. aku suka ayam yang masak dalam buloh atu, nyaman lah, lain nyaman nya. apaan. ahaha. tapi bnr lah *emosi* rempah2 nya pun pakai mcm daun2 kampong, semua yang jarang dijumpai. last2 kan balik atu, hujan tah ia. spoil bratsssss. basah2 kami. antam saja tiaa. kekekekeke~

Selamat Malam.

2009-04-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

goodnight semua. have a good sleep.

i'm updated some setting on myblog. it was pretty messy. i just want soft smart nice blog. will update it again, soon or later.

tomorrow, will be the same routine, in the morning. and i just can't wait for the afternoon/night.

so, till now then.

iloveyou, mHoa. (L)

*@'&%+#

2009-04-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

pppfftt~

banar, ssk ku kn ~~lingka~~ atu! tadi kn, aku tu jalan kn memprint something. sampai di wisma tmpt cc atu, meng-explain th ku tu skjp cana, apa kn dprint. x anu ~~lingka~~ ne print tia kratas itam ku tu. " eh bos, npa inda keluar warna nya ne? " ktaku dlm emosi. ia dengan selamba giling-giling kepala nya tu. huhue. cuba lgi sblah page, sama jua kisahnya, mcm-mcm usaha dh dicuba ( tulak bomoh saja inda ) =.=' outt! inda jua mau, padahal warnya lightcolour dh tu. then iklan jap, ada th pilipin ane dtg antar ntah apa kh tu. aku apa lgi ambil kesempatan lh, mengamai tgn, heran bin ajaib knpa ia nda dpt atu bh. ku liat2 printer nya atu, ku liat kalip2 lampu tmpt black ink. " jgn2 ia ne pkai black ink " , sekali kn, kali ku takan tah button anu COLOR atu. inda jua ada papa. x takan ku STOP atu. tkt slh ( padahal tkt kdapatan, krg kna marah ). haha! then abes selesai adegan nya ma pilipin atu, mencuba th lgi kmi ane. inda jua mau. then ssk ku, ku nyuruh print pkai wrna putih. x giling2 kepala th pulang ya. ehh, buat org mrh ja. ssk ku, BH EH, SUDAH TH, BRPA $? di caj nya $3. baie x! ganya memprint cematu, udah nya inda dpt di print, di caj nya lagi mahal. bukan nya ku minta print kn gambar. atu caya ku, bnyk ink kn dipakai, bnyk warna dipakai. ane skadar print TITLE ma list nama. inda jua bnyk. pakah saja printer ink ku abes wa, mun nda print ja ku drumah. melayang catu ja $ ku! dah tu, ku mengadu pat adeku. x inda adeku puas hati, diaga nya lagi, sama jua kisahnya! =.='
sementara tu, check ku skjp blogku. atu ya, lagg hantap ane bh! ku byr ja $0.50 *kirai2* mula2 byr $1, udhnya cematu baik $0.50 ja. eeee~ anu linkers diblog ku pn nda t'usai tarus! damn. nanti ja ku usai, ngalehku. bh bh. demikian lh kisahku pada hari ini.

eh ada lagi, hahaha. ane caliee ne. ( bagiku pulang caliee ) tdi kn tdi, aku, rafiee ma adeku ( si Dne ) jalan kami membali nasi katok, dengan jackass nya si Rafiee ane keluar kan nya kaki pat cramin ah. hahaha. besantai ia. mmng nyaman ktwaku! paloi, ramai ge kereta lintas2 meliat. haha.

bh tu ja eh! =.='

tomorrow, prom night. THE TUXS N' DRESSES NIGHT. sama sayang! =)
yeappiee! *lumpat2* haha. ( mcm kebaruan saja ) huhue!

waving* bye-bye.

Birthday.

2009-04-14T20:14:00.001+08:00

Happy 23rd B'day my cuzzie, siti safwanah soffery. wish you all the best, a long live. god bless you. thanks kaa, you're sister to me, you always there for me, you listens, you cares, everything. you're the great sister ever. i love you. have a blast on your day.

guys, im not updating my blog. since i'm busy enough. *alasan pasal malas * :P

Today, hmm.. a bit relaxing. i got nothing much to do. but as usual in the morning, i got to send THEM! huhu. in the afternoon, i took a long sleep! 6pm sharp, woke up then then then, hmm.. had a cup of coffee with some bread. just on 6.30pm, i watched drama on Tv3. so now, here i am updating blog. gerrghh~ tommorow i have to, have to wake up early. i have to send Rafiee to Seria.

i have alot of stories to share, but.. naa~ i won't typing it. since it's already past, moreover it is so not interesting though to let you guys read. whatever! LAME! =.='

4days to go, THE TUXS N' DRESSES NITE.

i got to go, MANDI. :)

WELCOME APRIL.

2009-04-01T22:25:00.001+08:00

hello april, its fucking aprilfool day. hahaha. =x

today? hmm, nada siuk hari ane.
and yesterday, yes another damn tiring day. dari pagi, i was kesana kemari. banyak urusan. see, pagi aku ke baiduri bank byr kereta, then ke main headquater baiduri byr kad my dad, then kpasar sekajap. blabla, got to fetch up mymom balik kraja then ade-adeku balik skulah. rest for 1hour plus, then sent ade ku yg gamoks atu ugama, then ke bank, standard char. then ke hongkong bank lagi. then 3.30 ambil si gamoks balek ugama before tu antar mummy ku kraja. aher waa mummyku ah. then balik rumah, sampai pun dlm almost pkul 4. then 4.25 ambil mummy ku then tarus ke soonlee. THEN baruth balik, atu tarus mandi ku ah, gilaa~ nyaman rasanya bwa mandi. aku feel ngantok brabess! brabesan bnr! *emosi* Lapas tu dinner apa, chat chit chat ntah dlm pkul brpa kh ttidur ku. SORRY SAYANG. :D

tired+excited.

2009-03-30T22:52:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah, my mom safely arrived. ngalehku eh, bgn pagi ntar drang adeku skulah, dh tu zoom kBSB, ambil mamaku. nasib jua, dtg sana mummyku sampai. inda jua bth nunggu. and then singgah mkn dkeriam, kmi pnggil restoran kayu plang. psl kayu kayu. hahaha. and yesterday, i didn't post any cos i'm servicing myroom. ehee. usai sana, usai sini. since ptg pai kmalam, haha. tired tired!

and i'm so excited, psl bnyk brgku mamaku balikn. whuu~ ciuk eh. hahaha. eski~

Saturday night.

2009-03-28T23:54:00.001+08:00

i just came home, Amad sent me. i got a fucking headache! damn.

well, i went to gigs, just now. TheRudies perform at Duan's. boring ku, psl Amadku main kn, mestilah ia TheRudies. *merepek* tpi ciuk plang drng perform.
and aku nada makan, make me nada mood. tpi aku inda mau mkn, psl nada rasa kn makan tpi ialah aku inda mau makan, apaan~ =.='
so msa drang break tdi drang mkn, drang pjal aku mkn, aku inda mau. sakit kpala ku plang, entah napa kh ia. iatah their 2ndbreak aku minta antar balik plus aku mengantok. gpun mcm inda brpa ramai lh, and my ENEMY was there too. btw, i heard there is a function at DewanPandan, ada artis konon lh, and apa lgi. idk eh!

gosh~ i have to gtg. really painful ne kepala ku. *,&$#~¿@ *waves* bye~ T.T

p/s: yehee~ my mom balik tommorow, hari isnin ia sampai Brunei.

Problems.

2009-03-26T13:52:00.004+08:00

see i got this friend, let me call S. ok, see, ia ada gf namanya A . S told me, gfnya si A ani ktanya kna ~~ROGOL~~ . ktanya lh ah. i was macam, " ia kh S? " seems unbelievable. ia told me that her gf ne lepak with a geng of guys at her grandma's. mcm, unlogic ceritanya kan. how come wh? ia at her grandma's, ndakn ia nda kenal that guys, she did ask permission tmpt S yg ia kn lepak. nonsense saja eh. tunggang tebalik cerita ku ane dh. tpi nothing is impossible, right? She even swear to God that she was raped by the guys. Then, she ask S ne to leave him. Patutnya knA ne need someone, kn? patutnya lh! bagiku lah kn. to accompany her, to talk with, listen to her, to always by her side kn kn kn. iath i told S, maybe she need time, try pujuk ia, give motivations, convience her, and what so ever! *sigh* mcm2 saja kn nowadays? :)

if banar lh, "A" you must be strong, and report to the police, iakh? haha. tell your parents. don't make "S" jadi mangsa kemarahan mu. luahkn everything, you wanna cry, you wanna talk, "S" is there for you "A". you have to wake up, you got to be strong. fight for yourself. you still have a long journey to go, doesn't mean that SHIT HAPPEND, your life end. NO. you still have friends, your "S" , family. they love you.

missing my mom.

2009-03-25T22:00:00.001+08:00

i can't wait, 5 days to go. my mummy is coming back to Brunei. she's having fun at Scottland. i miss my dad too, soon, on May he is going back home. gaahh~ my mum just called me once today. i want to go Scottland =(

this afternoon, i drove my daddy's big car. haha. gosh, it's been a long time i didn't drive a manual. hahaha. luckily, i still remember how to use manual. i drove around my area till Pandan8. then i bump into Arip Anton, who else again hmmm~ then i drop by at my cuzzie's, she wanna sleep over at my place.

i'm glad today, i had my day more laughter today. i had accompany to talk with. i just finished lunch anyway.

Amad busy jams again today, they'll perform on 29, end of this march.

there's nothing much to watch today, i just had a cup of coffee, another caffein and another again. i'm addicted to it. when i hardly sleep, its sucks! i need music stuck into my ear, so i can beautifully sleep. there is my problem. too much drink a lot of coffee in a day.

Lot of love,

GREAT SUNSHINE.

2009-03-25T11:24:00.001+08:00

i feel out better now.

sometimes in order to not fall apart, you have to let go of what keeps you together.

as usual, woke up, shower and have a coffee with some breads.

and i agree with this phrase:
" Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile "
and i just did it.

ohh, last night. came home i met Amad, at last he came. i'm glad to see him, cos' i missed him so much. but we don't spend so much time, it almost midnight. besides, i was sleepy.
after he went home, we take couple of time chatting till i fall asleep. HAHAHA.

iloveyousomuch, sayang. :)
you're the one!

A MELODY I START BUT CAN'T COMPLETE.

2009-03-25T10:59:00.002+08:00

i'm lost in a fairytale,
wish a "happily ever after"
but.. this is just another day that i would spend and i'ma gonna start w/out you.

when there was me&you, i could never need you more than now, you were the worth waiting for, you were the one i adore, for once in a lifetime.

somehow, we're not meant to be.

i wish that night would never end,
i wish that night won't go by,
i wish that night i could be the one to feel the warm sun.

i should've never let you into my door in the first place.

love as got me blinded,
as in the end,
guess this is what i get for too wishful,
and now for me,
YOU'RE JUST A DREAM WITH HOPES THAT MAYBE I'LL GET A CHANCE TO SEE YOU WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES.

another cHELL- out day sigh

2009-03-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

currently, i'm at simpur. staring some people, wondering what they are thinking right now, what is in inside their heart says, feels. whatever~ i'm just talking some shit. right now, in my mind i'm thinking of some of my problems & what's more? i'm a bit tension today. while waiting myfood to serve, i'm doing this blog. i'm hoping myAmad to come here, i did ask him to come over.

have a break *makanan datang* gimme 10mins. :D
||||||||||||||||||BREAK|||||||||||||||||

i'm back, alhamdulillah, kanyang. now, i'm going back home.

yet, myBF didn't come up. nevermind, he's still busy jams with his band. lately i'm kinda boring, waiting, nothing much to do, alone, lonely, mad, sad, all in one. Luckily i had a blog, here i spilled out everythings. i don't understand myself, i don't know what to do, what am i thinking. my brain seems unworked so well. HAHAHA =-='
i feel wanna crying out, gosh!

Dear Friends,
my DQ girls,
i missing you guys,
all moments that we've been together,
we laugh, we cries
*sigh*

p/s : i missing my Amad, too much, and i need him too bad.

that's all for now, tq for reading.

THANKS A TON.

2009-03-24T19:39:00.003+08:00

Thanks alot to Dear Lydiaaa, she did my beautiful blog to " nightmare ". haha. just simple, but that was fine. i have to learn more. next time i'll do on my own, for more lovable blog ever. HAHAHA.
tq tq tq tq.

WHAT I DID...

2009-03-24T19:33:00.003+08:00

now, i'm just watching tv! my fav.drama, SPA Q. this week was the last episods.

by afternoon, i spent my time "renovate" my blog. it ain't easy though. well, i just activated it last sunday, should i say i'm new to this thingy.
then, i went to Soonlee MegaMart bought 1 and 2 things, lastly went to Ayamku ate NASI LEMAK SPECIAL or HAPPY(whatever it is).
after that drive home safely.

MY "LOVELY" BLOG

2009-03-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

gila gila gila gila. HAHAHAHA

my blog was under construction.

sudah tah ihhh~ nanti nanti tah aku mengusai lagi.
i want my blog jadi lawa bahhhh.

i'm out now.

GOOD MORNING.

2009-03-24T11:19:00.000+08:00

hello Earth,
hello Brunei,
hello ALL.

gahh~ i woke up early today. as usual go for shower and breakfast. now i'm watching tv, and i'm planing to go out this afternoon, buy some things. miss mysayang! (L)

FINAL

2009-03-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

by now i made some changes & update my blog. soon, i'll do the best what i can do for my readers to this blog. hmm~ so now *sigh* , i'm off to bed. tommorow, bye. :)

GOODNIGHT WORLD.

jalanjalan

2009-03-23T20:53:00.002+08:00

now (9.03pm) , im taking a rest. gila, mentel ku kan tahap maximum dh bakas ngajar adeku buat homeworknya. haha.

well, today, hmm, nothing much. i woke at 8+am, then went to hospital. bla..bla..bla.. 1.30 baru ambil ubt after that k'KBTOWN. eh boring eh.

hmm, well well i met someone tdi baru jua storystory psl ia sama sepupuku, ada th ia front of mycar ia kn msuk simpang, ngam2 kmi pun jua kn msuk simpang. hahaha. guess who?

UPDATE

2009-03-23T14:37:00.000+08:00

activate my blog AGAIN, hello! kan update my blog. huhuhu.